i feel so emo this few days . ): i don't know what to do in my life .
officially sucks . i got nothing to look forward everyday .
every morning i woke up , my mind was like . this is gonna be another boring day .

phone has been really silent . no much text for anyone .
every time i'm busy . people just like to msg me .
now , when i needed people to text with . the ''so called friend'' is like gone ?..

no school , no work , no nothing . i got nothing !
having this mindset of ending my life . since it so meaningless .
but , i not gonna beat down by this !

,,,, , I WILL NOT GET BEAT DOWN BY YOU LIKE THIS !
I'M GONNA STAND UP STRAIGHT TO YOUR FACE . AND GIVE YOU THAT SMILE !
YOU CAN'T NEVER HURT ME ! JUST REMEMBER , WATCH YOUR BACK . KARMA HAS EYES ! ONE DAY , ITS GONNA BE YOUR TURN FEELING THIS WAY .